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Goodbye

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 17, 2008, 6:23 PM
I may be taking a short hiatus from this profile. I haven't had time to write anymore of "Her Storybook Ending," and this DA profile is pointless for me. I will still check deviations and messages every once and a while, but for now I have nothing to contribute. Thank you to everyone who has enjoyed my work or conversation.

  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: Nickelback - Help Me
  • Reading: Hiroshima
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Thank God.

Journal Entry: Fri May 2, 2008, 11:42 AM
The little girl's mother talked to her doctor today. As it turns out, it isn't cancer as they had first diagnosed. Her lymph nodes are extremely enlarged and they do have cysts all over them, but she will be fine. The doctor told her mother that if they kept growing, they could remove her lymoh nodes, but as long as they aren't bothering her and aren't injuring her in any way, they were fine.
Thank you for all of your support and your prayers. They obviously helped tremendously.

  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: Taylor Swift - Beautiful Eyes
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I'm Afraid

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 29, 2008, 5:27 PM
I just found out that a girl I've known for ten years has been diagnosed with cancer. I'm praying that it's a misdiagnosis, hoping that another doctor will give her a second opinion, wishing that I'd wake up from this nightmare. This girl has grown up with me. She's always been around me. She is over at my house everyday through the summer. She comes over on holidays. If I don't have her around anymore, its going to be so hard. I told Marsh that I watched her grow up and now I'm afraid I'm going to have to watch her die too. I can't do that. I can't watch her get sick so little. She's only ten and if anything happened I just can't imagine what it would have to be like wihtout her. Imagine knowing that she can't ride her bike of play house or jump rope or just be a kid anymore.

I have to quit now. Thanks for listening.

  • Mood: Sadness

Research

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 6:46 AM
So, in my school, we have to write a research paper sophomore year. It counts as almost an entire cardmarking grade. This paper has to be ten to fifteen pages long, not including the work cited page, title page, etc. Just the information has to be ten to fifteen pages. We were told Wednesday that our rough draft would be due Monday. Normally, I would have started my paper Wednesday and I would have it done by today. However, our sough draft of the first section was handed back until yesterday, so I couldn't really start my paper until last night.

So far, I have only four pages. I'm already halfway through my outline. Hopefully I can go through and find something to add. Otherwise, I'm pretty much screwed.

Yet another dilemma i have, is that I'm typing my paper so I can just go through and make corrections on my computer when it comes time to edit. Typing it would mean being on the computer, which then leads to me getting side-tracked. NOT GOOD!!!! What also doesn't help, is that I feel that I am plagiarizing constantly, because my english teacher, Mrs. Barnett, has me thoroughly terrified about that.

In case anyone is wondering, my research paper is about Diabetes. I'm writing almost the entire paper from my personal experiences and knowledge because I'm diabetic. But, because it is a medical condition, I'm also afraid that my paper will seem boring to Mrs. Barnett. Hopefully I can pull it off though.

If anyone has any suggestions, I'll take them gladly.

Thanks for being patient with all of my raving, but it's what I do to calm down when I'm stressed out.

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Taylor Swift "Teardrops on my Guitar"
  • Reading: Notes
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

School: A Joy... Not

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 21, 2008, 6:48 PM
So, I've been on Spring break since last Friday. I love it and hate it. I love having a break from school, but I miss my friends incredibly. Not to mention I get bored quickly.
Unfortunately, I have to go back to school tomorrow. This, too, is bittersweet. I get to see my friends, but I also have to go to work again. I love school, don't get me wrong, but it's been kind of boring lately. The same thing day after day. I'm tired of it! I want something big to happen.
In a way, I suppose I should be happy that it has been uneventful. My luck, the big event will end up being something bad. But I really do want something great to happen. Something that nobody expects. Oh well, I guess I'll just get to dream about something big tonight, because lets face it, nothing will ever happen.
Well, It is almost eleven and I have to get up early tomorrow, so I should go to sleep now. It should be easier to sleep now that I've ranted about school starting again. Thanks for listening (well, reading). Goodnight!

  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Taylor Swift "Invisible"
  • Reading: What I'm typing
  • Watching: What I'm typing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Yogurt
  • Drinking: Water
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